a bum's life..

nov 30, 2007...walang pasok dhil holiday.,i slept almost all day...woke up at around 4pm when the person i was with the whole night woke me up to say that he's leaving...after non, nagcomputer na q.,net to the max..without actually eating any real meal..buti nagsurvive ako..haha.,i just ate eggnogs and drank mountain dew.,very healthy huh?.hehe..after that i ate nacho..puro chichirya..wala tlgang real food.,and now, it's already almost 11pm and i haven't eaten any heavy meal yet..tinatamad aqng lumabas ng bahay para kumain or bumili ng food..it's cold outside kaya mas gusto ko nalng na nsa ilalim aq ng quilt.,hehe.,

today, i was with the person i love almost the whole day..just being next to him is the greatest thing that can happen to me at this point of my life..do i love him?.ewan ko lng..basta what i feel is something special..i can't say na ngyon ko lng naramdaman toh..no it's not..i felt this feeling many times..i cried, i laughed, i loved..this time, it's the same feeling..i cried once, i laugh because of him, and i love him..his childish acts make me like him more..para tlga shang bata..hehe..without so much effort, he can make me smile..pero without his notice, napapaiyak nia rin aq..well, it's our fault..malabo kse eh..kya minsan pag nahihirapan na ko, i just cry..pero minsan ayokong icpin..ayoko muna magplano ng gagawin..ayokong lumayo at the same time ayokong mashadong lumapit..i know mali, pero kelangan ko tlga ng batok eh.,ewan ko ba..ndi ko rin maintindihan sarili ko..i want to hug him,khit payat sha..hehe.,i want to be with him..pero may constraints kse..kya hindi pwd..basta complicated..pero wala nmn akong magawa eh..ayokong gumawa ng move muna..matagal ko na kcng sinabi na lalayo aq.,kso lng ndi ko magawa..hai...