..flash of thoughts..

everytime i reminisce the day we went to the lab to have baby's ultrasound, i can still feel that very special moment when i saw my baby's heart beating :)

suddenly, it came to my mind that this is the real thing already. Me, my baby, and my baby's daddy. We're going to be a family now.

:)

..bedrest..

as of last night, i was advised that i should rest...bed rest.,i'll go to my OB tomorrow to check if there's something wrong with my baby..and i just hope nothing's wrong.,coz i don't wanna lose him/her..i don't wanna lose my baby..but then, we're taking measures already so that my baby will stay..i just hope my baby's fine..

and now, i'll still go to the hospital to submit urine sample for my urinalysis..

being pregnant is fun but women are very fragile during this stage.,i'm not used to it.

..some blues..

have you ever thought maybe we're not meant to be?.that maybe we're just overwhelmed with what's happening to us and around us?.do you sometimes feel that no one likes to see us together?.do you feel that we're not really meant to be?.that this is just a stage in our life that we have to face and sooner or later we're going to part ways and follow our own paths?.

i feel them,,just today..all the negative energies and stuff.not because i don't love you but because i really do care for you a lot that i want you to be happy..really happy.,and sometimes i think that you'll never be happy with me.,i think you'll be more happy with someone else..

but then,i don't want you to go..i just want you to stay..just stay beside me.

but there are still things that are bothering me..