waiting...

everyone's waiting for your arrival..gonna be 7 months this thursday.,more or less 3 months to go then you'll say hello to this world :)

excited, scared, mixed emotions...as October is approaching, i'm feeling more scared than excited..scared because of the pain..but then, when i think about you in my arms, my fear is washed away, immediately. i just tell myself that it'll just be for hours (and hopefully a fast delivery for me)..then we'll have you by our side..

i started washing your clothes..your dad will iron them..we'll fix your cabinet..i sew your crib essentials and your cloth diapers..i'm starting to look for the things that you'll need for your development..i'm reading you stories after my work..later on i'm going to sing you some lullabies..we're very busy preparing for your arrival..i just hope that when that big day comes, everything will be fine..including you.

at this point, every time you move, i feel your strength inside..i feel pain sometimes but that's fine..i know it's not your fault..you just want to exercise your body..every day, your dad talks to you and it seems that you can understand what he's saying..you respond to his i love you's, his questions..and every time you respond, your dad will smile or laugh..we're making sure you can hear us every day..

we finally have a name for baby :)

after searching for the best baby name, we finally have our baby's name.,she will be Aleksandria Jerome :)

Aleksandria-with a touch of ancient times..spelling was changed to make the name unique
Jerome-my bestfriend's name..we promised that if i'll have a baby girl, Jerome will be one of the first names and if ever he'll have a baby boy, he'll name it Joy :)

We'll call our baby as Ria... :)

Excited for October.,

..tears..

my joys are sometimes not enough to make me stay in this world
my tears are telling me so many things that only I can understand
i'm not enough, i know that
it's proven indeed