got messed up

got messed up, got screwed up.

i know everything is perfectly fine, but it was me who messed things up. because of that thing that bothers me for years now, i'm not perfectly well. i know i'm still sick. it pisses me off

my mind is working perfectly sometimes, but other times it's not. as i have said in my other post, my mind is clouded with thoughts. i'm bothered. i'm not well.

because of this, i can't think clearly. because of this, i'm messed up.
but this time, i know i have to face it. i know i have to accept it. because with this, i know i can get myself better...healed.