Tuesday, December 18, 2007

..no one is alone the way i am alone..

hurt...that would be the best word to describe me right now...i don't know why i'm hurting right now. i feel that suddenly, after all the sweet moments and everything, i am alone...alone...

i have to let go, even though my heart tells me no..i don't want to hurt other people, and i don't want to be in a dead end.


i know i should have ended this a long time ago. and now, it's harder to go...to let go the wonderful feeling that i feel for him, to let go the sweet memories that made each and everyday a special one. i am stuck. i don't know how to go. i don't know how to start. all i know is that i am confused what should i follow. i don't know if i have to go even though i have to.

i don't know what fate holds. what will happen tomorrow? would everything be the same or would you start to let go too. i know we have to coz this is not right. but how could this be wrong when everything seems right?

i know that i'm stubborn. you can't blame me. i'm blind and numb. i have no reasons at this time.
i'm hurt. i'm hurt while watching you go. i'm hurt because of the love that you gave me. i'm hurt because of you

and now i'm alone in my bed. waiting for something nice to happen. alone in this world that we made together. you suddenly left our world...the world that we own...the world where there's only you and me.

no one is alone the way i am alone...

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