Thursday, February 14, 2008

..unrequited love..

the unrequited love...

the heartache and heartbreak...

this is what i am supposed to be. this is what i should be.

i thought i've started to move on. i thought that i already took the first step. i just thought. but where am i now? how am i suppose to live? maybe i've already took the first step but i was not yet finished when i suddenly felt everything that i've felt before. everything came back so fast that i had no time to prevent it. i felt it again once more. i've wanted to build a shield around me so that i will not feel anything for him again. now this time, i have proven myself that i am not numb. because until now, i am still crying. my eyes are still crying while my heart is still sobbing.

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