still hurting

and this is one of my hardest times..it is unfair that i am being tested on my weakest..i am vulnerable.

i am weak and vulnerable. just what i used to be. and almost everything came back. now i have start from scratch again. and i feel worthless. back to square one.

the most painful is when the one who you love so much incurred the pain..i was hurt, and still hurting. i try to be ok but the all the progress i made were erased.,i don't know what else to do..it hurts so bad.,

i was almost halfway through the sojourn of overcoming the painful memories, but where am i now?.i was afraid to be hurt, but it happened again.,this time, more painful than before.,i was numbed by the pain.,i am numb.

and i feel that everything has changed. i am afraid.