Discovery leads to skepticism. And even when I have the most suitable answers, I still question them. I think this is paranoia. My thoughts are eating me and my heart bit by bit, beat after beat. I want to forget. If only memory gap can help me forget the things that needed to be forgotten. But they chose to stay…and I let them stay.
Can I call you? Will you answer? Will you try to understand me? Will you not get tired of dealing with me?
Everyday I battle with myself and I’m always defeated.
That when I discover things, I get skeptical. Is it good? At least I’m not passive, but I doubt.
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